gonna start all over. made tuff sacrifices but they had to happen. and more to come to. imma try and keep this one going forever now. no failing baby be with me oh God

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nowhere.
t the g for the wrong reasons. idk this whole Christian thing is a hard concept no? its hard being Christian. well since i have no followers on this blog hahah i could possibly write whatever the heck i wanted to. like i would live in an elephants butt for the rest of my life. but that goes unnoticed just like some people at church.
like how tied that in. well dear stacy sorry for ignoring you and making you feel like yn was a total waste of your time. which it prolly is. i understand and i too would also hate it. but watch me and some of my bros had a meet and tomorrow we will say hello to you. and please respond i know itll be hard but try it out. i know you dont want to be hurt and thats the last thing we will do.

12:00

it just ended. i wanted to start up again but like i have no effort. i think the motivation is there but idk. people say that they gonna stop in high school then go back in college when they have more free time but u and i know that nvr happens.
i wanna be renewed and live like i did when i came back from korea cuz that was cerazzzy good. losing connections with my acc paats but its good. trying to help out at church with stuff here and there. me and friend is ok. working through it. everybody seems to be struggling these days why is that?
all we gotta do is work together to fight it out no? dont u agree? one is better than two and more the merrier and there are plenty who could use each other ra now.
ask around a simple"how was ur day" can be life changing man all drama aside.
and if stress comes around its coo run it off. idk lemme know lets talk about something. Have a BLESSED week.
Peace and Love

where you at?

dang i can officially say that the smt and retreat high are gone. which is not good. i dont have that enthusiasm for God anymore but i still do try but definitely not hard enough. bu i dont wanna keep using events like smt and retreats and conferences to be the high that starts my thing for God. U know. i know u know what im talking about. its just hard to explain. but yeh idk its tuff. i really wanna go to IHOP university but i know my parents and friends wont support me cuz one its not accredited yet cuz it just started and like what do i wanna do u know. but yeh i think i wud go crazy "holy" there. but idk
Peace and Love

post in a while

going pretty good. started a new club at school and the turn out was ok. few people came to our booth but one of the most popular booths was gay straight alliance. im slowly just starting to realize that gay is not okay and that a relationship should be between a man and woman. and for a christian booth to be nearly deserted but have a GSA booth to be filled up to where people were in lines to join it, shows something is up with the world dont you think?
im about to crack. getting irritated about everything. low temper only to the ones im closest. barely hanging in there. see u next time.
Peace and Love

Prayer over temptations

so came home and was facing alot of stress and slight trauma. so like i was gonna like go do my thing but i felt like i should pray instead. it was a tuff struggle it really was but i was contemplating it for a looong minute then i decided GOD so i prayed out loud then listened to praise on computer. man i really think im taking baby steps towards christ. And not only did i pray for my problems i prayed for a revival thing ive had on my mind. Dang i overcame. i hope i will always find this strength and lose the teptaions i have. its sooo hard.
Peace and Love.

hey guys imma get right down to it.
so i really need you guys and all your friends at church and school and family to pray for a revival in Journey. we're so close to it we just need direction. prophecy is slowly being fulfilled and i want it to be completed. ask God what needs to happen for revival and how to get it started. so i know school and work is tough but please really try and pray everyday more than once about this. and if God is giving you any hints about anything (esp. dreams) please let me and everybody know. ok thanx buddies. Peace and Love

Revival

so in junior high ( a few years ago) my pastor Pj(joe) was leaving to go off to start his own church but the only thing i remember him saying was that theres gon be a revival. i dont know if its gon be with him or just like period but i remember him saying that. and now my current pastor Pjoe has been talkin about this subject and im like dang even years after... so like after smt for me i was going crazy for God and for the rest of Journey high school ministry it wsa after retreat 2009. like theres such a change in out ministry and like i feel we are SOOO close from a revival. i love getting credit and attention and all that bad stuff but i really wanna start this revival and when it hits there all gonna be good job dave and all that ish but i cant take it i need to give it up to God.duuude i wanna fuel this thing into full launch and have God take it up into his hands. Help me pray about it.

Sunday

today was pretty chill. went to church and was suppose to hang with the seniors but we had nothing planned so we just sat and eventually left.

During service we had someone give a bomb diggity testimony about herself. All the stuff she said was like still fresh like happened 3 weeks ago. So crazy. she was talking about how she broke up with her Muslim boyfriend after over 10 years and that sooooo many people are and have been praying for him. so yeh man it was pretty crazy stuff. last two weeks ive been tearing up at servie LOWKEY so nobody noticed lol cuz im david wkon and david kwon dont cry butyeh its pretty crazy how the last two weeks at servive have been sooo soo impactful. i hope the underclassmen are even paying attention and that they are really feeling God. but what can i say what was i thinking and ding when i was 14 so its tuff. like who am i to tell them what to do u know? so its tuff but i def wanna try and impact them at a younger age. dude i dont know whats gonna happen in the services to come but i hope they are as crazzzy good as they have been. since retreat man theres a glow in Journey high school ministry. and shoot man im president and i JUST this second realized like im not apart of this reveval type thing thats going no and i wanna be cux i have to and i WANT to. i need to step up for Christ. so anyway come down to high school to at least meet the students and if u have a testimony please feel free and talk to Pjoe and set an appointment. God is sooooooooo amazing. feels like i only see that when i blog but God is sooo crazzzy (in a good way) . Dude God come down on us. Peace and Love

so my buddy June sent a group of us something on fb. it said that one of her freidns wrote something on his xanga. it said stuff like i hate God cuz he allows suffereing and all stuff like that. she asked us to pray for him and we did and still are. so many people are like him as well who wonder if there is a God and if so why is there so much Black in the world. PRAY for the nations of this planet and that the FIRE of Christ Jesus will burn us and change us. dear Jesus come down on us and reveal urself to us please blind us with ur smile and scare us with ur fear and wrath. Lord God Almighty come down and be our puppet master and live our lives for us. forget free will obviously we cant handle ourselves. Jesus COME DOWN ON US. use ur FIREEEEEEEE.

Tearing in my sleep about how the world is. So much badness but sooooo much goodness. reading the bible tearing up a lil bit. havin it run down my face dude. thats christ man u dont even know. dang i wanna walk with Him

GOD at work

Started at smt korea.
then at high school retreat.
now in the world.
teacher Isaac going to seminary
people actually making an effort to go to church
prayer ministries
crazy sunday worship service not regular anymore
people noticing a glow on our faces coming back from retreat and asking what the HECK happened.
DUDE i never realized how much God can do for us. hes doing so much in so little time out of nowhere its so overwhelming. There is a lowkey revival going on in cali journey ministry. i hope it goes fullll blast and explodes. so many people coming to pray words are freaking unexplainable. man i have no idea what to say its so crazyyyyy. dang man i dont even know whats happeneing. overwhelimng joy is filling me up like cerazzzy. woooo im so happy right now. Gods people doing his work all at once. the younger generation hard at work trying to do something. duude its crazy man. come to high school on sunday and see what im talking about. people who didnt go to retreat are like dude i walked in and was like what the heck is going on man. its soooo crazzzy.
dang now words can describe how i wanna live my life for christ right now i wanna go to seminary and just explode for Jesus. dude. dang man. i wanna be older so i can do all the stuff mis padres wont let me do. dang dude DANNNNG jus wanna scream at the top of a mountain "Jesus come down on me and pick me up. Let me be by your side. Lord Jesus i want to be with you." dude. ask me about it. Dang freaking crazy.

dear God

God help me with my wants and needs. the bads i dont need but want dearly. the fun i can have without them but with you. the hurt i cause people without even noticing it then having to go through it and then apologize. having to read the the non believers posts and the words they say to offend but seem so true to us. why he allows suffereing and why all the bad happens in this world. i pray Lord for just the world to end now so i can sit by your side and hug your knees and just hold you in my arms for eternity and that you and i can walk together in you heavenly gardena and smite satan with our LOVE. Jesus, God, Holy Ghost, i need you. I give all rights for you to posses my body and reach into me. let me be your puppet and do whatever you want me to do. let me walk the right path with you leading the way. i am yours please come into me and psread your fire upon my soul and burn me Holy. I want the world to end so i can be with you and not deal with this world. come into me Jesus and light my fire and the way. bring my brothers and sisters with me so we can embrace you together and follow in your mighty footsteps. lets us not have to face the evils of this world and the emotions of sin and the actions of sins and the thoughts of sin and the words of sin. please let me be with you now

RETREAT

dang came back monday afternoon. was freakin bomb diggity. i reconciled with like 14213 people and its all good now. alot of grudges throughout journey ministry are all gone and fixed now. yeh it was by far for the SENIORS the best retreat yett. we hope winter can top this but idk its gon be tuff. umm... lots of prayer went along, everyone or most people were jus touched by God this retreat. expcept the young ones but i guess at the mind of 14 u dont really care. i wanna change that but idk how yett.

Goin okay

Um nothing really exciting happened but became account ability partners with someone else. Hope that goes really well. People might speak out against this since she's a girl but if this is successful it will be a path way for other opposite sexes to account for each other.
My accountability with the other 2 guys Frank and John are going really well. We always be checking up on each other. Making sure we pray and read still and if its fading away that itll come back to us and go strong again. John always gives my words of wisdom. that guy is crazy.

New Month

First day of September
This month starts off with retreat this Friday until Monday. Hopefully up there we will eperience God's love and grace. It's going to be a crazy good retreat. Been waiting for this for a long time.

SUMMER MISSIONS TESTIMONY

so i went to Korea this summer for smt( summer mission trip). i went with my church and the group was composed of college and high school students. Long story short we trained for months and months. We arrive in Korea. I was always roomed with either Frank, Gideon, or John. it was always shuffled around but i always had one of them with me. so let me tell you about this guy named John Lee. Better known as Kirbee. So you know how theres the holy trinity. with God, Jesus Christ, And Holy Spirit. BUT, if there was somehow a fourth one to that, it would be Kirbee. So this guy would drink and smoke kinda but he went to a conference in Kansas City. It was at the International House of Prayer (ihop). this changed him forever. he really tried and is trying to live his full life for God now. so anyways back to Korea. We talked alot like all of us and he really changed my life. He rubbed off on me. Before Korea i was into smoking cigs and weed and drinking if it was there. and like i never prayed. and for the past 17 years my relationship with God wasnt too good. But now...its changed. After Korea im trying to live my life for God. i quit smoking and all that. Though i still struggle with things now, i pray way more. I read the bible way more. I try to be more moral and just a better person overall. Im straigh edge now. all my friends are like wtf this guy. they didnt believe me at first when i sai di quit weed cuz they know how much i do but after a while they really accepted as i am. now they look at me and when they see me not drinking at parties they see a new person. they say thay wish they were like me and can just quit. but anyways to rap things up, Kirbee changed me and Frank. He lives his life differently as do I. We are all accountabilitiy partners and we really do have each others backs. God put us in rooms together for a reason.

What its about.

Hey everyone
so wekk 2 or 3 that im back from Korea where i decided to live my life for God. Its great no more drugs or alcohol. Just getting high through Christ. changing my life for God is the best decision ive made in my life evrrrrrr. its going really well. ive made accountability partners with Frank and John. its going well. God is sending me dreams and i am putting them together. i think he has something great for me.